I'm driving myself CRAZY!

I know it seems as if everyone is going through the same thing right now, especially with assignments looming, Christmas on the way and the end in sight, but I can't help but feel like the whole world is on my shoulders right now. I feel like this insatiable weight is holding me down and I can't breathe whenever I think about it, which is usually all the time.

I don't know how to stop thinking about it though. It'll start off with worrying about one little thing. For example, today I swapped cars with my mum so my brother can practice driving (long story, but mum's car is manual, mine is auto, you get the idea...). Trouble is, eve though I know how to drive manuals, I'm not as confident because I've had quite a break from driving them and it worries me a little.

Then I worry about how I'm going to drive to work, and school! ARGH! School, assignments!!

I have two jobs in order to survive pretty much. And so I can have a reasonable disposable income. But in short, along with school, homework, a bit of a breather, family commitments and so forth, I can usually expect 4-5 hours sleep a night.

So then I will begin to worry about when I'm going to get my next decent amount of sleep and there really is no end to my bouts of worrying. I know I need to just breathe and relax, but I'm scared I'll get complacent and won't want to do anything anymore.

Am I crazy or what? Well, I'm going to go think about it now. Hopefully not worry too much more. And hopefully tomorrow will be a bit better than today.